Growing Up

I recently got a complaint from a family member of mine who thought that my views of previous occurrences were based off of lies, but who has yet to tell me why or how this could be true. They also thought that some of the songs I used for my SotD's were inappropriate for me to be listening to.

 

I may be young, but I have a right to speak my own opinion. That's why I thought this blog was a good idea. So that except to the people who know who I am, I can let out my thoughts anonymously. So that I can finally empty the large number of thoughts that race through my mind so I don't stay awake all night thinking about it. Simply, just to get things off my chest. I appreciate the views, but I never said you absolutely had to read my blog, so if you don't like what I have to say, then stop reading my blog!

I need a release. Everyone does. Music is my release, I'd be lost without it. Even if the music I listen to isn't exactly up to your standards, it is obviously up to mine. Weren't you the one who first taught me the phrase,

 " The ones who mind don't matter and the ones who matter don't mind."? Just ask yourself, do you want to matter to me? You don't have to. I mean, I love you, but if you can't accept who I am, I will, though reluctantly, leave you be. I don't want to keep you shut out over something so stupid, but I can't give up my music.

If my views from my parents divorce seem untrue to you, then feel free to explain why they aren't. If you aren't up for that because I'm too young to understand, then please don't say anything about it, because that just makes me think you are just trying to cover up your own lies. 

I'm growing up, and you have to understand that. You've had 2 children, so you should know how to cope with that already. You also told me that the only person in this world I can control is me. Doesn't the same go for you?

TTYL

<3 ~Steph~